Dear Ovid,
F my life! I wish you were here with me because I know you would know how to make me smile. Finals are here, and I don't know if you have finals but they SUCK. I took two today and they didn't go well at all. Well at least I think they didn't- but most of the time when I think that I did bad, I do well so lets hope and pray for that okay? I'm sure if you do have finals in your econ courses that you'd feel the same way. Also there is this guy who likes me and I kinda liked him (sorry but when you are so far away its hard to not to). But he has been really annoying about the whole thing and I mean he is a nice guy but I just wish he didn't make me the focal point of his life. We're not even dating and he is like all over me (not physically but mentally). He is asking me on study dates when we have none of the same classes and he tries to go out of his way to be all chivalrous but, HEY! we're not dating so put the chivalry in your back pocket and wait for a girlfriend to come along okay? I mean friendship between a guy and girl is possible without having to resort to archaic forms of knighthood. Maybe I'm totally dissing all guys of your sex but I can't help it, I'm not like most girls.
How I wish I was back there with you Cora, Peter & Heather, because for once I didn't feel so weird. No, for serious, its such a relief to know that there are people out there who look like you, have the same eating habits as you and live as genuinely as you want to live. I miss it. I was thinking about it last night and I realized that I have only been truly happy and comfortable when I was with you all. I guess in just being so far away from you all its hard to keep myself intact. Part of me wants to be there with you, but the other part is saying "HEY COLLEGE!!! GO OUT AND BE A COLLEGE KID!!" But the conflict of these two things just makes me depressed- I don't really know if that makes since but that is how it feels.
Well anyway, I have more finals this week so I'll have to send you another letter sometime soon!
Sending much love your way!
-Gen
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